this can't be it

I'm seriously tired. NEed to improve on my efficiency but I'm so tired. So tempted to put myself down but I don't see how it'll help matters. The reports really consumed so much of my time. CAN't believe I left 11pm Fri night, 9pm yesterday and 8pm tonight. I'm seriously exhausted and everything is bogging me down. SO tired of this lifestyle. THe good thing is I finally figured out how to derive the figures for the report. AFter much pain. My senior didn't give me proper steps and I can't function with brief procedures. No choice, had to ask for help today. DEsperate already. NOw, at least I know the steps to doing this report. YEs, my only consolation.

THis cannot do. I NEed to rise up to the challenge and fly on wings of eagles. MY current situation is so far from that. REAlity versus dreams. It's so easy for dreams to shatter but the man who perseveres at least have a shot at making things happen. I hope to be that person who can overcome. THing is I get affected by my circumstances easily and I tend to give up when things get tough. IS anything worth the effort? THat's what my mind would immediately think. No wonder the bible aalways mentions the importance of renewing of minds. I am who I think I am. IF I see myself as worthless, that's how I'd live my life. TRagic.

OK, reaching home. Will add to this when I reach home.

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